Waves

 

 

At some point in the night yesterday, I felt a wave 
hit me hard. 
It stinged a bit in the beginning,
diffused slowly through my chest, 
and felt it go up my throat. 
At first, I thought it was the cold, 
but it didn't get better 
even when I got warm. 
I thought a lot, 
about what caused it and steadily, 
I began to realise, 
that something was 
missing within me.
I think I started to forget;
the vehemence in her eyes, 
the way my stomach hurts when she talks 
and how Cronus naps while she's around.
I hope that the wave will visit once a while 
to let me know what kind of trouble,
I've gotten myself into.